I can’t even put them on Instagram! I hate pencil. My drawings are looking like 1st year uni illustrator holiday sketches. For a while there I was harbouring a secret hope that I might actually have a future in art — what a joke! My social media presence is taking a battering. I haven’t posted in months! My friends and family will be wondering what is happening. I haven’t had a single off-hand compliment about my posts. I need those likes. I’m a confidence player and I’m low on gas…. Ergghhhhhh. 😩😩😩 This is dark man. How can I carry on?